Not Still.

Still.

I am not.

It used to be so easy.

Now it is not.

Kids need:

changing,

food,

clothes,

a toy that is out of grasp,

a trip to the doctor,

to slide down the slides.

Still they are not.

Not really sure how I used to be still?

Now stillness comes when I sleep.

But even then I am ready and waiting for a babies cry.
Ready to jump. To be mom. 

Stillness now is simply knowing:

 “Be still, and know that I am God” Psalm 46:10

I cherish that stillness. He covers me.